I wonder sometimes if any of my dreams at night “mean” something. Usually I don’t give them much significance, except when there is a definite spiritual feeling to them. Perhaps some have more subtle meaning. Usually I think they are just “dumping off” excess energy & emotion from doing Reiki. Last night I was being chased by bad guys–common for me–when I found a shortcut through a fence, only to find myself on a kind of track with a train coming and no place to go. I think I woke up then. I have too many encounters in my sleep with wild grizzlies and mountain lions–and often I have to take a bus through a very violent part of town. If there are any “messages” here, I’m not “getting” them !!!
As a Recovering Plan-aholic I am reminded in today’s Peace that I can only take Action in The Present & I can only Pencil In my next few steps–I must Trust Myself to be Wise in the Next Moment, and The Next, because the illusion of “planning” is that I can know what everyone else will choose and what the weather will be like every day. . . as I have become Healthier I feel more confident that I will not be depressed and overwhelmed and confused when the next Decision is needed. . .and if I AM in a lousy state, I can postpone as many decisions as possible and make the ones I must using The Light I remember from yesterday and last week.